The meaning, some may think…
Some may think that it is end of the life when you are 34 and you have done nothing valuable so far. I personally would think so just 10 years ago, when I was about big money and happy life. This is trilling journey to chase the “American/European/you name it” dream. Getting into contract, relations, friendship and then getting worry, anger, doubts, fight, tired, sick and then no emotion or what ever feelings. Life is not really changing much when you produce useless spam. Just business.
Some may think that it is fascinating to collect things/people/networks/media/life into folios, as may somebody collect shells. They may feel satisfied not with quality but with numbers or coverage. They may be enjoying the life while they have what they have created and registered on shit of paper. Listed on some very important document (government’s monopoly). Collected in gold, silver whatever metal...